Moving

I realized this morning that I have to think hard about moving again.
It is the one thing I hate most. Packing up everything, making sure I haven't left anything behind, making sure I know where everything is when I get it back to where it belongs, and making sure that I am not going to lose my mind attempting to get everything back to where it belongs. So I have decided after thinking long and hard, I am going to move things back in shifts. First and foremost, all of our winter clothing will be moving back to my parent's house the next time we go back. There are not a lot of places to put things, but I think we will shove it in our storage unit for now, and deal with it later.

Another huge step was also putting my name and specific location of choice to realtor.com and getting updates on my saved properties. As it is I get updates for some places near Philadelphia, but since that it not my area of choice, I put some new places on the map. Most are within 25 miles of SUNYIT and I think it is my way of making sure that I am on top of things again. I never know where i am going to end up, but I know where I want to end up.

So today it is Easter and I am in Maryland with Nick's family. In a sense I am further away than I have ever been from where I want to be. I think I would rather be home with my family simply because I haven't seen them in forever. I knew it would be hard leaving, but I am realizing it is becoming impossible. I am very sad, and I feel pathetic thinking that I miss CNY. What is so special about CNY anyway? I have no clue, but I know it is a place I happily call home, and I am trying with all my might to click my heels and go back!