So when life hands you lemons what do you do?
Make Lemon bars cause they are tasty and awesome! (for some people, not me, I don't like lemon all that much)
So life handed me some lemons. I am thinking of making margaritas I want something fun and fruity to make the sourness surrounding me seem better.
The thing about it is that I feel like I should be helping the situation. I want to be a shoulder to cry on and I think my education is putting me in an awkward place. Now it is not the usual "home" drama, it is Nick's sister. She is going through this phase where she thinks the world is out to get her, and I try to reason with her and tell her that is will all be fine, but honestly at times i don't think it will be fine. I think things are really messed up for her right now, and she needs all the help she can get, but I don't want to get involved because i still see myself as an outsider. I know she needs someone to talk to, and i know she needs a big sister more than anything, but it's sad I can't be that for her anymore. I wish I could take her out of her situation and let her see it from my point of view. I think she needs more than anything to let it out.
She is the greatest artist that I have seen of her age, and I think she needs to hone her energy into her art. If you could see her pictures, you would see it too. She has an amazing talent that is being wasted where she is now, and I want her to see that she needs to let it all out and be happy with what she does. I think she needs to talk, and I want her to see that there are plenty of people who are there for her and she can talk to us whenever she wants. She came up with this idea that she is a burden, and now she has shut up about it. It hurts me to see her that way.
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So, where are they?
They are in Maryland. It's hard cause she wants to be in NY as well. I am trying not to get my hopes up, but it is hard when you want something to happen so badly.
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